August 17th, 2009

I was looking for reasons why..

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February 9th, 2010

9th of February

There is always a limit to our kindness. There comes to a point we grow tired of giving and expect something in return. I think that's human nature.

But God's grace is eternal.

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January 31st, 2010

last day of january

"Writing is a form of therapy. Sometimes I wonder how all those who do not write, compose or paint can manage to escape the madness, the melancholia, the panic fear which is inherent in the human situation."

- Graham Greene (via kari-shma)

yeah I totally agree, but somehow I've stopped writing. I hurt people from the past through my writing. I lost the freedom to write. Now I always think twice before writing anything. I always feel like I'll hurt someone again. I've gotten too paranoid. Writing was my outlet. hmmm. Before, I just write all my feelings out because I always thought that nobody is reading it, I thought nobody really cares. What I didn't know was that people were reading it and then they got mad at me because of what I wrote.
With all these facebook, twitter and multiply our lives became so public. Somehow I wanted to be private. Well the irony is we post and post because we want our feelings to be known hoping that someone would care.

Anyway, it's just nothing.
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December 31st, 2009

goodbye 2009, hello 2010


2009 wasn't really a good year for me. I guess it didn't just ended well. So I'm looking forward to brighter year this 2010. I'm so excited! It's like opening a whole new chapter, and forgetting all the hurt and pain from the past! WEEE!

I love new years! Cuz for me it's like giving yourself a chance to begin again and apply the things you've learned from the past.

So it's goodbye 2009, hello 2010!

Posted by zachira at 12:49 PM in me, this is me | criticize

December 15th, 2009

that's aika

Four years ago, she’s just a simple freshman: grade conscious, conscious about school stuff like notebooks and pens, and always early for class. Almost nothing changed now that she’s a senior; except that she’s always late because she takes more than enough time fixing herself in the mirror.

She’s the “praning” type; she would fret about buying notebooks and other school stuff days before even classes start. She wants to be always ready, just like a girl scout. She’s the leader type too; often times she would volunteer herself in group works, she even became VP of her org UP HSP and the Vice-chairperson of the College Student Council. 

What I admire about her is her confidence and focus on the things that she wants. She has a goal and she actually has a plan for her future. Girls her age usually still doesn’t know what they really want. I believe in her, and I know that she will definitely reach her goal and dreams because she knows what she wants and she know how to focus on it; and that’s something not everyone possesses .

Posted by zachira at 05:09 PM in College life | criticize
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