There is always a limit to our kindness. There comes to a point we grow tired of giving and expect something in return. I think that's human nature.
But God's grace is eternal.
January 31st, 2010
last day of january
"Writing is a form of therapy. Sometimes I wonder how all those who do not write, compose or paint can manage to escape the madness, the melancholia, the panic fear which is inherent in the human situation."
- Graham Greene (via kari-shma)
yeah I totally agree, but somehow I've stopped writing. I hurt people from the past through my writing. I lost the freedom to write. Now I always think twice before writing anything. I always feel like I'll hurt someone again. I've gotten too paranoid. Writing was my outlet. hmmm. Before, I just write all my feelings out because I always thought that nobody is reading it, I thought nobody really cares. What I didn't know was that people were reading it and then they got mad at me because of what I wrote.
With all these facebook, twitter and multiply our lives became so public. Somehow I wanted to be private. Well the irony is we post and post because we want our feelings to be known hoping that someone would care.
Anyway, it's just nothing.
yeah I totally agree, but somehow I've stopped writing. I hurt people from the past through my writing. I lost the freedom to write. Now I always think twice before writing anything. I always feel like I'll hurt someone again. I've gotten too paranoid. Writing was my outlet. hmmm. Before, I just write all my feelings out because I always thought that nobody is reading it, I thought nobody really cares. What I didn't know was that people were reading it and then they got mad at me because of what I wrote.
With all these facebook, twitter and multiply our lives became so public. Somehow I wanted to be private. Well the irony is we post and post because we want our feelings to be known hoping that someone would care.
Anyway, it's just nothing.
December 31st, 2009
goodbye 2009, hello 2010
2009 wasn't really a good year for me. I guess it didn't just ended well. So I'm looking forward to brighter year this 2010. I'm so excited! It's like opening a whole new chapter, and forgetting all the hurt and pain from the past! WEEE!
I love new years! Cuz for me it's like giving yourself a chance to begin again and apply the things you've learned from the past.
So it's goodbye 2009, hello 2010!
December 15th, 2009
that's aika
Four years ago, she’s just a
simple freshman: grade conscious, conscious about school stuff like notebooks
and pens, and always early for class. Almost nothing changed now that she’s a senior;
except that she’s always late because she takes more than enough time fixing
herself in the mirror. She’s the “praning” type; she
would fret about buying notebooks and other school stuff days before even
classes start. She wants to be always ready, just like a girl scout. She’s the
leader type too; often times she would volunteer herself in group works, she
even became VP of her org UP HSP and the Vice-chairperson of the College
Student Council. What I admire about her is her
confidence and focus on the things that she wants. She has a goal and she
actually has a plan for her future. Girls her age usually still doesn’t know
what they really want. I believe in her, and I know that she will definitely
reach her goal and dreams because she knows what she wants and she know how to
focus on it; and that’s something not everyone possesses .